Be Jealous.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

8:45 PM

omg,

retarded school.

we hafta go back to school during holis cus they say

we won't have enough time to cover everything next year.

ZZZ.

omg.

i want my holidays!!!!!!!!

i want aaDBSK2!!!!!!!!!!
i want TVXQ 2ND LIVE CONCERT DVD!!!!!

I want my UKNOW YUNHOS' TEE!!

GAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, October 29, 2007

8:23 PM

IM CURRENTLY VERY FREAKED OUT.

school was a total BLAH today.
and JESSICATAN,JOLENE and ME were trying to look for jobs in the newsapaper
and didn't get confirmed replies, so we decided to just go and eat at ZING-DO.

and after ZING-DO, we decided to come over to my house for some DONGBANG mania.

AND THIS IS WHERE I WAS FREAKED OUT BY WHAT HAPPENED ON THE BUS.

the bus was approaching my stop, and i stood up to walk over to jessicaTan.
then, this inconsiderate WOMEN just drove her car out from another small road leading to this highway we were on.
she was supposed to STOP and let our bus move first.

but she didn't and just ZOOMED out without checking.
so, THE BUS DRIVER STEPPED HARD ON THE EMERGENCY BREAK AND THE WHOLE BUS CAME TO A STOP IMMEDIATELY;

with me JUST standing up and trying to take 1 small STEP forward.
and so, a forward force was created by me trying to move forward AND the bus HALTING IMMEDIATELY at the same time.

the result; i was FLUNG FORWARD from where i was standing,
hitting jessica tans' hand
where she then lost her grip and had to turn around to grab onto another pole,
then leaving me somehow SPINNING and HITTING THE METAL POLE and TURNED ABIT MORE BEFORE FALLING ON THE FLOOR HITTING MY HEAD ON ANOTHER CHAIR.

the ENDING POSITION WAS ME ON THE FLOOR BELOW JESSICA TAN AND JOLENE BEHIND LAUGHING on the seat where we were sitting

she saw the whole thing happening right before her eyes in the process of SLIDING PARALLEL-LY on the seat.

if i were jolene, i would probably be laughing my ass out too at that time.
cus the way i fell was really dramatic/comical/damn funny .

and after i regained my composure, i looked at jolene and started laughing.
i don't know why the first reaction i have after a fall no matter how serious, is to laugh.
i was even laughing after a bad fall at the parade square with blood flowing from the wound,
and when i slipped and fall and slammed my hip hard on the floor in the dance room.

i was hurting, but i was laughing.????

ok ok, back to the accident.
yes, and when i was laughing, this kind lady infront of me who witnessed everything was asking if we were alright.
and i remembered seeing everything flash past me before i landed on the floor and how afraid i was when i thought i would be flung from the end of the bus to where the bus driver is.

it was really scary!!!
i saw a straight path infront of me before i somehow landed on the floor
and for a moment was relieved that i fell down to the side.
the force created when the bus stopped felt like it was enough to fly me to the front of the bus
and it really IS SCARY.

o yes, the inconsiderate and selfish WOMAN DRIVING HER STUPID CAR,
she got out of her car and coppied down the bus number plate and crossed her hands and walked towards the bus.

she was so in the wrong and she acted like the bus driver was at fault.
and stood at the door waiting for it to open like a spoilt princess.

i was completely fucked up by the way she was acting, causing me to meet with such a nasty fall
and act as if she wasn't at fault.
EXCUSE ME MISS, HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET YOUR DRIVING LICENSE??
OR WERE U DRIVING WITHOUT A LICENSE??.

OMG.
i was freaked out and angry by what happened lah!
imagine you falling like that!
seriously!
it was insanely scary okay???

and i thought i was alright when i reached home with jolene and tan and we watched dongBang videos and jolene showed me how i fell and all.

i seriously thought i was okay cus i was laughing with them.
then, they went home and i told my brother what happened and i almost cried.

so, i realised that i was not okay afterall.
i think im suffering from shock.omg
BUS PHOBIA>>?

and when i flashed-back on that straight path infront of me before i fall,
i feel really scared ah...
omg....

i needa calm down.
omg.

its the worst and scariest fall/accident in my whole entire life lah!
scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

and now my parents are quarreling because of this.
cus i was relating the incident to my father and somehow couldn't control my tears
thinking of what hapened.
then my mama asked what happened and then she said
next time dont use your phone on the bus like shes' scolding me for no apperent reason.
and i just said i didn't and came to my room and slammed the door.

my father said it wasn't that and all
and it ended up with a harsh talk
and mama came in to say sorry to me and said that next time wo bu hui dong ni liao hor.!
sorry! shi wo de cuo!.
SARCASTICALLY.

MAN.SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW SHOCKED I AM NOW AH.
=(

Sunday, October 28, 2007

12:34 PM

OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD PEOPLE!!!!

YESTERDAYS' singapore hit awards at the indoor stadium was COOOOOL!!

hahah!

omg!!

artistes attended includes

-EVAN YO 蔡旻佑

-TANK

-STEFANIE SUN 孙燕姿

-ANGELA ZHANG 張韶涵

-FAHRENHEIT 飛輪海

-KHALIL FONG 方大同

-JASMINE 庭竹

-SING 石欣卉

-KELVIN TAN 陈伟联

-DANIEL LEE 李吉汉

(some m'sian singer)

and i tell you, EVAN YO 蔡旻佑s' LIVE of 我可以 http://xiao-xing.imeem.com/music/GFXDvqFd/evan_cai_wo_ke_yi/ IS REALLY SUPER NICE!
OMG!!
seriously! and i realised that hes' such a cutie! omg! ahaha!

and ANGELA ZHANG 張韶涵s' LIVE of 不痛 http://hamham90.imeem.com/music/2HMBI7IA/angela_bu_tong/ is really breath takingly AWESOME.
her vocals are really amazing for her petite size

and many FAHRENHEIT 飛輪海 were there too. no comments for their singing but they sure do have many fans. ps: i was one of them last time. but my heart beats for TVXQ now! ahahah! =PP

KHALIL FONG 方大同 sang his signature song-愛愛愛. http://profile.imeem.com/hj5goE/music/VP8NMdut/fang_da_tong_ai_ai_ai/

JASMINE 庭竹 sang a sweet song called 喜欢你. http://profile.imeem.com/DqkmTp/music/iIxKuihT/ting_zhu_xi_huan_ni/
she played the piano and sang as in zi tan zi chang lah.
haha! cute song!.

and of course, SINGAPORES' HONOUR, STEFANIE SUN 孙燕姿, they said she reached s'pore only at 6 in the evening and had to rush to the indoor stadium.
amazingly, she was able to sing like nobodys' business with a cold.

no doubt that shes' singapores' honour man.
haha!

and before the invent started i kept complaining that why isn't TVXQ one of the guests????
ahahh!
and after going into de indoor stadium, i figured that it wolud be too small for tvxq, AND the fans.
aahaha!

yesterday was cool.
hearing live performances and ALL.
and went home at12 plus.
ahaha!

YINGTING!!! WE SHALL GO FOR THIS KINDA THING MORE OFTEN HOR!!
AHHAHA!
COOL COOL COOL EXPERIENCE! AHAH!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

3:02 AM

omg.
its 0302am now.
im bored.

CRAP POST. HAHA!
and im gonna meet yingting 'LATER' shop shop! yay!
and then its off to XIN JIA PO JIN QU JIANG 2007!
AHAHH!.
feiLUNhai's gonna be there.

but fLh i spast tense.
i wanna meet TONGVFANGXIENQI!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!

crap!
im going crazy just thinking of TVXQ man!
aiiish!

12:39 AM

hello people.!

its 12.40 am now, and i shall talk about "YESTERDAY" haha!.

alright. so, i woke up around 9.20 and went to school to collect my report book.
results were ...
yea, you know what i mean. but atleast my class position is not 30+ luh.

and then i went to cut my hair at TEBAN place
and yingting got her hair highlighted.

then we met peggy and the rest at 4.30 and headed to marina south for steamboat.
FUN FUN FUN!!!
SUPER FUN. AHAH!

it was a 2-in one steamboat.
meaning theres de soup and the grilling thing together.

im a grilling noob i tell you.
i got the food burnt and all.
and decided to just let PEGGY THE MASTER GRILLER grill de meat and
i'll just concentrate on the soup part.haha!

and i tell you; PEGGY'S GRILLING SKILLS ARE FANTASTIC man!
the meat was just nice,not too cooked not too raw. MAMA-MEEYAH! HAHA!

o yea. and cus she was feeling very hot, LIYI nad RACHEL help to tie up her hair.
they tied 2 little pony-tails and peggy looked like an AUNTY ACTING CUTE.!
HAHAH!

o yea. and we wnted to order drinks and peggy called:"aunty!"
and the AUNTY didn't respond.
then i said:" eh eh, try call XIAO JIE."

and really uh!, the AUNTY LOOKED UP IMMEDIATELY SIA!
hahah! funnEy!

and after de steamboat we went to get the complimentary ice-creams and ate along the way.
YINGTING so desperately wanted to buy a kite.zzz

so we went to a kite shop and looked around,.
inTheEnd, she did'nt get any kite and we alll ended up buying BUBBLE SOLUTIONS!
AHAH!
we were blowing the bubbles on the road like some crazy-assed kids DEPRIVED OF THEIR CHILDHOOD.
ahha!
fuunEy man i tell you!.
ahhah!
and we took a super long walk, passed by around 3 bustops when e decided to stop at de 4th 1 and just got on the bus cus we were too tired to walk any longer.
in the end, it turned out that we were walking on the ~~WRONG~~ direction and the bus was travelling on the route we were walking at.ZZZ

AND SOMEHOW,LIYI BACAME OUR JING JI REN-MANAGER.
HAHAH!
shes a good "JING JI REN" man! ahahha!

anywayy "YESTERDAY" was a super uber fun day.
sad that jolene,jessie and jessTan could'nt come... =(

we shall go there together again next time yea!
hahah!
=))))

Thursday, October 25, 2007

7:14 PM

ok.
its over now.

ok, everyones happy.

anywayy, i think im gonna go put on braces real soon.!
hahah! excitedddddd.
ahahha!

and we're gonna WORK realk hard and earn lotsa money for
ALLABOUTTVXQ2!

and im gonna order
ND LIVE CONCERT DVD!

omgomg.!
TVXQ DRIVES ME CRAZY!!!

o yea!.
and my JUNGYUNHO'S shirt is gonna come in like...3 weeks time???
omg!
so lonnnnng!!
ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jolene,jessica,peggy,
LETS KAMBATEH!.
WORK HARD FOR MORE CASH!!!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.
final words;
DONGBANGSHINKI ROCKS MY WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O YEA!
GBANGSHINKI HWAIITING~!

i hope i can postpone the dental appointment for tmw's steamboat!
omg.
and i hope my mum will allow me to highlight my hair!
omg.
i hope i come to a decision to whether i should cut my hair!.
omg!

and i seriously i hope my HOPES would
turn out the way i want them to......
PRETTY PLEASE????
OMG,
i think omgs' became my most used word now.
omg.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

12:53 PM

alrightey!.
exams over.!
its gonna be PARTY TIME!....
before
DIEING TIME.
results.......
o please at least let me pass all my damn subjects.
i've really worked hard for this exams man.
show me some improvement!!.!!!

ok whatever.
exams are proven to be brain cell killers, white hair growth stimulators and major stress providers. ~~irritating things man.~~

anyway forget about that.
lets talk about happy stuff.
alrightey.
went to BUGIS yesterday with msLEE and mayNi and rachel.
bought a pair of pretty heels for only $19 ! great deal!. and a wooly wooly top.
ahah! mayNi say im addicted to wools!
haha! and i think i am!. lol!

and because yesterday was a public holiday too, there were like gazillion loads of people there.
and MS LEE YINGTING got so siannnnnnn

and we decided to go to westmall.
had actually wanted to watch a movie but the time slots were crap lah.
so in the end we just shopped around and went to macs for icecream and fries.
ahaha!

and magician/caterpillar joined us too.
so after that, went to msLEEs hous and slacked.
played table soccer.
and realised that RACHEL IS HIONG!
omg!.
you never knew she could play so hiong-ly.
ahaha.!
and headed home after that.

and today i had tuition early in the morning which was a total BLAH.
i was'nt really listening and i cld'nt do the sums.

and tmw's gonna be a busy fun-filled day i tell you.
cus theres ESCAPE in the morning and work after that.

mejolene,jessica tan's gonna work for the money to buy ALL ABOUT DONGBANGSHINKI SEASON 2!!
haha! how crazy can we get over TVXQ man! lol!!

can you believe im actually gonna work for it??
omg!.
i cant believe it myself lah!
haha!

cant wait for tomorrow.!
=)

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

12:25 AM

AlrightEy!

exams are gonna be over in 2 days time!.
HOLIDAYS!, HERE I COME.!

haha! and finally no more science papers!
all the sciences are over!.
stressed like crap for science.

o yea..... tanglins'FAMILY CaRNIVAL is coming soon.
20OCTOBER.

which is like 10 days from now??.
and i havent really quite remembered the bamboo dance sequence and all.!
uh-oh.....

o yes.
i think im gonna put braces.!
i think... it sounds FUN. haha! and i can finally fix my teeth. =))

gonna go to the dentist on 17october
erm.. next wednesday?. yea should be.

haha!
BLOODY EXAMS GONNA BE OVER IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE!
AND ITS TIME TO PART-EY!!

O YESSS!!

Friday, October 5, 2007

11:59 PM

okayy...
its been long.

today is friday. so no studying today.haha!
went to yingtings' house and steffie was HIGH. ahah! and saw a cute brown toy poodle on the way too
it was hella cute alright.

went back to school for bamboo dance around
and we gave out flyers of the TANLIN FAMILY CARNIVAL...!
haha! funnEy!.

lol!
and during bamboo dance BRYLE taught me and cherie how to glide.!
and we did it.!
except that we get stoned quite often at the beginning...haha! more practice.!
and yea BRYLE is a good teacher.!
ahah!

te sec 4s were having their graduation thingy going on in the hall
so we had to practice in the basketball court .
the O.M switched on the lights in the basketball courts for us seh..HONOURED.
ahah!

o yes. todays physics paper is crap.
studies de day before and i still dun understand half of what the papers talking about.
seems like im not cut out for studying ehs?
omg. pls. no man. at least let me pass all my sbjects...
DANG!, im talking to myself again.

exam stress.
first time i rally sat down and studied and in the end not having any MIRACULOUS results.
im pissed.
i hope bio and chem would e better...
like PRETTY PLEASSSE???
OMG. exams are making me dizzzyyyyyyyy