Be Jealous.

Monday, October 29, 2007

8:23 PM

IM CURRENTLY VERY FREAKED OUT.

school was a total BLAH today.
and JESSICATAN,JOLENE and ME were trying to look for jobs in the newsapaper
and didn't get confirmed replies, so we decided to just go and eat at ZING-DO.

and after ZING-DO, we decided to come over to my house for some DONGBANG mania.

AND THIS IS WHERE I WAS FREAKED OUT BY WHAT HAPPENED ON THE BUS.

the bus was approaching my stop, and i stood up to walk over to jessicaTan.
then, this inconsiderate WOMEN just drove her car out from another small road leading to this highway we were on.
she was supposed to STOP and let our bus move first.

but she didn't and just ZOOMED out without checking.
so, THE BUS DRIVER STEPPED HARD ON THE EMERGENCY BREAK AND THE WHOLE BUS CAME TO A STOP IMMEDIATELY;

with me JUST standing up and trying to take 1 small STEP forward.
and so, a forward force was created by me trying to move forward AND the bus HALTING IMMEDIATELY at the same time.

the result; i was FLUNG FORWARD from where i was standing,
hitting jessica tans' hand
where she then lost her grip and had to turn around to grab onto another pole,
then leaving me somehow SPINNING and HITTING THE METAL POLE and TURNED ABIT MORE BEFORE FALLING ON THE FLOOR HITTING MY HEAD ON ANOTHER CHAIR.

the ENDING POSITION WAS ME ON THE FLOOR BELOW JESSICA TAN AND JOLENE BEHIND LAUGHING on the seat where we were sitting

she saw the whole thing happening right before her eyes in the process of SLIDING PARALLEL-LY on the seat.

if i were jolene, i would probably be laughing my ass out too at that time.
cus the way i fell was really dramatic/comical/damn funny .

and after i regained my composure, i looked at jolene and started laughing.
i don't know why the first reaction i have after a fall no matter how serious, is to laugh.
i was even laughing after a bad fall at the parade square with blood flowing from the wound,
and when i slipped and fall and slammed my hip hard on the floor in the dance room.

i was hurting, but i was laughing.????

ok ok, back to the accident.
yes, and when i was laughing, this kind lady infront of me who witnessed everything was asking if we were alright.
and i remembered seeing everything flash past me before i landed on the floor and how afraid i was when i thought i would be flung from the end of the bus to where the bus driver is.

it was really scary!!!
i saw a straight path infront of me before i somehow landed on the floor
and for a moment was relieved that i fell down to the side.
the force created when the bus stopped felt like it was enough to fly me to the front of the bus
and it really IS SCARY.

o yes, the inconsiderate and selfish WOMAN DRIVING HER STUPID CAR,
she got out of her car and coppied down the bus number plate and crossed her hands and walked towards the bus.

she was so in the wrong and she acted like the bus driver was at fault.
and stood at the door waiting for it to open like a spoilt princess.

i was completely fucked up by the way she was acting, causing me to meet with such a nasty fall
and act as if she wasn't at fault.
EXCUSE ME MISS, HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET YOUR DRIVING LICENSE??
OR WERE U DRIVING WITHOUT A LICENSE??.

OMG.
i was freaked out and angry by what happened lah!
imagine you falling like that!
seriously!
it was insanely scary okay???

and i thought i was alright when i reached home with jolene and tan and we watched dongBang videos and jolene showed me how i fell and all.

i seriously thought i was okay cus i was laughing with them.
then, they went home and i told my brother what happened and i almost cried.

so, i realised that i was not okay afterall.
i think im suffering from shock.omg
BUS PHOBIA>>?

and when i flashed-back on that straight path infront of me before i fall,
i feel really scared ah...
omg....

i needa calm down.
omg.

its the worst and scariest fall/accident in my whole entire life lah!
scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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and now my parents are quarreling because of this.
cus i was relating the incident to my father and somehow couldn't control my tears
thinking of what hapened.
then my mama asked what happened and then she said
next time dont use your phone on the bus like shes' scolding me for no apperent reason.
and i just said i didn't and came to my room and slammed the door.

my father said it wasn't that and all
and it ended up with a harsh talk
and mama came in to say sorry to me and said that next time wo bu hui dong ni liao hor.!
sorry! shi wo de cuo!.
SARCASTICALLY.

MAN.SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW SHOCKED I AM NOW AH.
=(